Bitter Sweet Dreams

I dreamt of you last night. No matter how many years pass or how many relationships are in between, I'm brought right back to you. I have no control over my slumbering reveries. If I could choose not to I would. So now I start my day with an ancient broken heart. What would Freud say. Would he say I haven't competely let go? I can go months without you entering my mind. I've had all the closure one could ask for. I don't think I love you anymore and yet here I am reminissing about our years together. Maybe it's because you were my first, or maybe because it ended the way it did. I wonder if I ever enter your dreams the way you invade mine. So today I fight to let go of this potent affection. I guess I just miss you. My best friend, my childhood sweetheart. Till we meet again in the night, sweet dreams..