When you've aquired all the material posessions you've wanted and find yourself relying on no one. When the taste of your own cooking is all you could ask for. When your needs are met by you and you only, what is left?
Human connection built on far more than convenience.
A deep understanding between two people that can only be measured in the years and memories that will be created through our shared experiences. I know you are alone here, as am I these days. I admit my restlessness but I also know that when I am imersed in another I am solid. Can you see through your fears and imagine the possibilities that is within our grasp? I see an amazing strength, a force that no one could breach. You can lie, deny and play it like you will but we know, we know what really lies beneath that facade. Such a shame to veto the infinate potential that is us. Is it worth the lies? The lonliness, the self hatred? Truth maybe fearsome but it is where all freedom lies. Show your strength and even if it's not I who takes your heart at least be true to it.
Saturday, July 25, 2009
Exploding With This Craving
I know it'll never be. You live somewhere in the dark and don't allow the sun in. Sill, in my dreams you are free and we are one. I don't know what is worse, to feel nothing or to yearn so deeply for the one that can never be yours. I'm alive when you are within my sight. I'm young, giddy even. When I allow myself to drift and feel I'm sure of my beauty and strength yet when the absoluteness of this picture is realised I am barren. You don't even know. If you did there would be no more graciousness nor amusement. So I crush in secret and wait for this to pass.
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