So you wanted me to write about you so here it goes. I spent 3 years with you. I went from climbing to my goal to the deepest rut I have ever had during those years. I suffered the worst depression, I drank to stay alive, I felt no hope, no comfort and more alone than I ever had before or since. I tried every way possible to escape, from leaving you, to cheating on you to a suicide attempt. Being with you was like having ten problem children all in one. You never helped me with bills, goals or to better myself in anyway. You rely on everyone else to make your life for you and have no idea how to stand on your own two feet. You are by far the most negative person I have ever met in my life, so full of rage and hate you spew poison everytime you open your mouth. You are so vengeful that people are afraid to cross you in any way. You have no boundaries and will do whatever it takes to achieve the revenge you seek. You see yourself as a victim and because of that you will never grow. You take no responsabilities for your actions and place blame on anyone but yourself.
Even with all of this I still view our relationship as a very good learning experience. If I survived you I can survive anything.
Your really something else, you know that??
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