Am I understood? Do I raise more than a smile with my words? Am I drowning in my own eloquence? I feel I may be alienating myself from peers. I want to know others like me. I want to be able to share ideas with another. I know I have this wonderful outlet but it's so solitary. I do this alone. I've said it before but I feel I need to have an intelectual connection. I keep pouring my soul into this abyss. Where does it all go? I have physical beings all around me but I need depth. I'm continually left wanting. I'm singular in this company. Well here's another dismal entry. Perhaps if I complain long enough my compeer will turn up.
I don't know what to think of this. Do you think I cannnot fathom your thoughts?? You do not consider me your compeer?
ReplyDeleteok, i get what your saying, its not wrong, and the content is clear. i wish i could find that too. someone to get me and understand me and have the same taste as me.. we all know that we may "have that out ther", i am betting we will have to wait a long time and look really hard for that, if we ever find it.. but its a nice thought.. till then, we love all those around us and welcome there opinions and cherrish there friendships, because in the end, that most likely as close as were going to get.. i do get what your saying, we are all on different levels and thats why i/we have soo many different kind of friends.. makes our life soo interesting-or less sometimes........
ReplyDeleteKeep writting girl.. its allllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll gonna be ok...... ;)
I think you have an amazing way of describing what is in your head. I have not read one post that did not give me goosebumps, or where I felt at least I believe, what you were feeling when you wrote it. Very well written :)
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